Yeah, Holding back, I've always been good at that, unattached. (yeah) Waiting for what's Coming next, Things i know i should address I Feel more Together when i am a mess (Whoa). That's for moments that just came and went, Made amends with you, Then you overstepped that's a line You never should have crossed you have no respect stop with all the threats, Like the more i get to 'know' you i just know you less. Nother' city i dont know well, Feeling too much like my old self... Backsliding , Backsliding.... Got me in the Sad Feels, Got me at a standstill. Too much time Alone is when it gets real. (Ah) Future doesnt pop up then the Past will. Outside that's the rear view. Now im going downhill, Dont know who im close with Going thru the Motions, Dont know who to trust when i.... i lie to myself and i cannot handle it, why to i waste so much time on things that i can't fix? All these things i hold inside and i just cant forget, Thought that i could let this go... BUT I DIDNT KNOW IT WOULD BE LIKE THIS, LIKE THIS, I DIDNT KNOW IT'D BE LIKE THIS.